But I guess I'm glad about that, as I had several days to process, and think about what I wanted to say.
I'm sure just about every news outlet played either "The Weight" or "The Night They Drove Old Dixie Down" as they spread the news.
And I took a peek at mvy's Facebook page to see that someone had posted those amazing lyrics from "When I Go Away."
Don't want no sorrowAnd yeah, if I had been "on-duty" with the blog last week, I probably would have posted that song myself. While the song says basically, "Don't cry, I'm off to Heaven," it's pretty heavy still.
For this old orphan boy
I don't want no crying
Only tears of joy
I'm gonna see my mother
Gonna see my father
And I'll be bound for glory
In the morning
When I go away
I never met Levon, but I did have a one degree of separation moment.
Back in 2008, we traveled to Merlefest, for four days of recording the best in Bluegrass and Americana Roots music, and Levon was on the bill.
There was a crew of 6 of us. Gary did most of the heavy tech. Nick ran the board. I was producing segments. Lindsay Reid took pictures. One of Gary's buddies came down from Louisville to gopher for us.
And Jane did, what Jane does.
Jane is one of the weekend DJs at mvy. And two of her best attributes are a) she's game, and b) she's not shy.
So whenever we head to a festival, Jane is in charge of autographs.
We bring copies of the CDs of the artists on the bill. Or posters. Or occasionally a guitar. And Jane is dispatched to stalk the backstage area (or, more frequently these days, wait in the autograph line at the Merch tent) with a Sharpie in hand, to get the John Hancock.
Levon had already gone through his first big bout with cancer, and was out with his triumphant return to touring, behind the acclaimed "The Mountain" record.
I talked to Jane a bit, as we were enjoying Levon's rocking set and otherwise winding down for the night.
She wasn't sure if she was going to be able to get close to Levon, because he was the last act of the night, and likely wouldn't be hanging around the grounds. But she said she'd give it her best effort.
I'll never forget what she said when she came back to the mvyradio Tent.
"That guy is happy. He's just happy."
Happy to be alive? I asked.
"He just seems happy. To be alive. To be here."
It was evident in his playing and in his stage presence and in the way that people who knew him have reacted to his death: He took great joy in playing music and in sharing music.
So yeah, last week I probably would have posted something more about Death, like "When I Go Away" or "The Mountain."
But after a few days to process it, I'll take Levon's advice to feel no sorrow, and instead be left with the joy that remains in the many, many great songs he was a part of, like this playful tune about a coy lover.
Thanks again, Levon Helm.
Hear the "Rock Of Ages" version on Youtube.
Hear "When I Go Away" on Youtube.
Hear a performance from Merlefest on Youtube.
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